Chorus:
This is difficult for me.
These words are not spoken easily.
I guess I have no other way,
how can I show you strength if I’m always broken?
It’s okay if you don’t understand.
I know that I won’t gain your forgiveness.
I don’t think I’ll ever change.
I’m stuck in my mind, will I ever escape?
Verse:
These lies that I regret
are always playing over in my head.
I tried my best to change,
I just couldn’t find the way.
I said so many things,
promises that I’ll never get to keep.
I’m so shattered, the battle is done.
I’m a bad example to my only son.
Chorus:
This is difficult for me.
These words are not spoken easily.
I guess I have no other way,
how can I show you strength if I’m always broken?
It’s okay if you don’t understand.
I know that I won’t gain your forgiveness.
I don’t think I’ll ever change.
I’m stuck in my mind, will I ever escape?
Verse:
I’m selfish,
I’m helpless,
I’m in a constant state of
hell, it’s relentless. Malicious,
a virus that I can’t clear from my
system. I miss them, reminiscence.
These memories that haunt me, they’re
endless. Affliction.
I’m afraid that I’ve lost my chance for redemption.
Bridge:
I never thought I’d leave you with so many scars.
I didn’t imagine this is how things would go.
You’re the apple of my eye but its hard to say:
This is the last time you’ll see me at home.
Chorus:
This is difficult for me.
These words are not spoken easily.
I guess I have no other way,
how can I show you strength if I’m always broken?
It’s okay if you don’t understand.
I know that I won’t gain your forgiveness.
I don’t think I’ll ever change.
I’m stuck in my mind, will I ever escape?
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